
consecrated, Lord, to Thee.
Take my moments and my days,
let them flow in ceaseless praise.
Take my hands and let them move
at the impulse of Thy love.
Take my feet and let them be
swift and beautiful for Thee.
Here am I, all of me.
Take my life, it's all for Thee.
[Majestic]
I feel so lost. Every full moon or so, I start to think where I am in life. Its an overwhelming feeling that have been dealt with for over the past couple of years. Images and thoughts float around in my head; taunting me with the anxiety of the future. I've grown accustom to it as it have occurred frequently in the past, but sometimes I just feel the need to break down, thus the blog entry. I really hate this feeling. The feeling of unsurity and confusion. Its like walking in the dark; not knowing where it might lead to. It might take you to a place of bliss or it could take you to the borderline of a cliff. Its an uneasy feeling and I've been praying hard for it to go away. I've ask God for comfort and peace; to release me of my suspense and let him take the reins. People constantly tell me that there is no need to worry for God is in control and everything happens for a reason. Its not that easy, but I'm hanging on. I have the strength and independence, that God has given me, to carry on. Hopefully. I just wish for a sneak peak as to what my future holds for me. // --Ventilation complete.