You know, is it really that wrong to keep things to yourself. To not share every little bit of problems and dilemmas, every mental contemplations, every secret treasure to everyone. I really don't see any fault in that. I personally just can't tell the world or anyone for that matter. It’s in my nature to put on a happy face and just move on. And it’s not really all that bad at all. Why would you want to spoil happy moments or put yourself in a vulnerable situation where people would put you down if they don't like what they hear. It’s sad but true - and I'll be one to admit it. We say we wouldn't be judgmental but its there; as unintentional as it is. There's always going to be that moment where the receiving end would get that instant blur of opinions - whether it be outspoken or just a mere thought running through the head. I know it’s not Christ-like and that we should be open and express every part of our lives with each other but its too invading.
I personally feel the need to stay strong and not let emotions get in the way. It just works well with others when there’s no tension in the air. Letting my guard down would mean putting myself in a weak position and people could use that as advantage to their own gain. Plus telling everyone everything would, in a way, lose a part of your life. Your life would basically be put on display for all to see - and it doesn't become yours anymore. I don't know what I’m saying ... this was just what's been going through my head last night... I’m done =]
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