
Some senseless loud music to channel my frustrations....
Man, our fellowship group has some serious issues. Its always constant bickering and arguing - and about the dumbest things too! I haven't been in a group like this before. Everyone just seems to know how to get under each other's skin. But then again, their stubbornness comes into play as well. Its just two negative energy going at each other. Neither one refuses to give in and just let the problem settle, thus elevating the situation to a whole new level so by the time it reaches its peak, it becomes a stupid little thing that the rest of us have to go along with. There are so many ways to avoid it all together, but they just won't do it. Its really dampens a relationship; despite whatever reconciliation they go through because there's always going to be that cloud hovering overhead. They'll go about with their lives, become good friends again, but it would never be the same - which completely sucks. But I guess if you look at it this way, if it doesn't kill us, it'll only make us stronger. Hopefully.
Gaahh, blogging has become a chore - and one that I'm too lazy to perform. But I MUST! I've missed many events since the last time I've been here. I MUST record down all those memories. But I guess I'll just start with the more recent (since reminiscing is a wee bit hard for me). BIRTHDAYS! Don’t you just hate it when literally everyone's birthday is clumped together in a month? Darn you friends! Why must you be born on the more popular months! I'm happy to be an outcast and saw the light of day on one of those uncool months. REBELLION!! So let’s start with dearest Stephee's Birthday. I regret not doing something worthwhile for her. I just got her a cake and spent the night hanging around. 8[ Roxy's Birthday was the day after - she got drunk. Said it was painful and that I shouldn't try it when it comes my turn. Lol. Alberto's Birthday was fun. We had this whole plan to cake him - only it was an epic failure as Steph bought a frozen pie and slammed it into his face; was funny though. Soon after was Tiff's, and yet again I didn't do anything special for her either. I should have at least given her a card. I'm such a bad person! Someone run me over! ---- Neilson's birthday was fun as well. We 'kidnapped' him and brought him to his surprise party, there was cake and caking, loud music, talking, chinese food, giant clown piƱata, and just good times. I don't really want to go into details - I'm just that lazy. I need a ghostwriter. 8D
How many 'collegers' does it take to open a jar? Five Apparently.
The love.
Fattening.
His new girlfriend.
An invasion @ Heiman's
Glomp.
Bah! Humbug!! Shopping for clothes for me is incredibly difficult due to my freakish mutated body - long arms, long legs, ZERO curve appeal. I swear, they need to open a tall freak people store. Shopping is becoming depressing...
UGH! Parents are so damn annoying! I can only put off their constant nagging, yelling, and random outburst! I seriously don't know when I'll snap, and when I do its not going to be pretty. They're never going to stop - always telling me what to do, correcting me, never admitting they're wrong, constantly bickering about the stupidest things. I swear, I just want to throw something heavy at them - at least to shut them up for a couple of hours. And whats funny is that I'M being the bigger person by standing off to the side and taking it. I have to be quiet and listen, I have to be the one who's wrong, I have to not fight back. Its so frustrating! I can only take so much of this....
UUUFFGH!! I need something to eat.. or kill..
Darn you tall gorgeous models for making normal people plummet their self-esteem! Hawt. >XD
Britney Spears!!! And looking oh so hot. >XD
I should really blog something. Next time my loves!